7.08.2009

i keep putting these words up and out there
on the screen in little snippets and verses
but i dont think they truly convey what
i feel may be the hardest time ive ever had
in my entire life. I am an absolute wreck. And
I have so many people I need to be strong for
and am finding it hard to be strong just for
myself. i feel like a structure with no
cornerstone and a center of gravity
that shifts slightly every single day. I don't
want to be that pitiful guy trust me, I'm not
crying for help or attention. if someone close to
me would just put my face in their hands and
look me in the eyes and tell me that things
will change and get better, it would probably
do me a world of good.